A week later...

Well, a week later and it seems like every single thing has taken a turn in the complete and opposite direction. I'm not blistering red anymore, but more of an almost tan. Things elsewhere.. are just.. I didn't see this coming. I understand why things are the way they are.. but it sucks. I guess we'll just see how things go.. and hope they can go back to normal.. or whatever it was before. Nothing about it was normal.. it was REALLY long distance, frustrating at times, and so difficult knowing that someone you care about very much is in such a different state of mind that I can't even imagine what he's gone though and still has to go through. I can't do anything except give him the same love and support I gave him before, because he needs so much more than I do. I'm rambling.. I do that when I have so much running through my mind and don't know how to put it down in rational thoughts that actually make sense... I don't know. I don't know what else to say. Talking to people in the same situation helps.. but you can only talk so much. Sometimes you just need to drive down the highway at 90 mph and sing at the top of your lungs.